Thank You Steve. You brought tears to my eyes. It is ok isnt. Why am I looking for people to tell me it is OK. It is okay. I know it, he knows it. I realize that he may "slip" again, but the important thing is that he understands the why's and the hows. We both have come out of this drama better people. We understand alot more. I honestly beleive that OP and drugs will never been an issue again. We no how we got here, and we will both work really hard to never get here again. I told him I love him for the first time since sept yesterday. I have to stop letting fear get in the way of making my marriage work. What do I have to lose? How are you? any news on the M front? How are the girls? Dont forget if you are ever up here you will always have a place to stay.
