I was extremely busy all weekend putting the finishing touches to my work on the website, and it should be online by tomorrow. Just hope it gets the response I am looking for, that is - fantastic!

H hasn't been in touch since he rang Saturday morning, and finished with "I'll ring to speak to D tonight". Should I be worried - either for his safety, or thinking he is digging in deep with OW 1? I tried to ring his home number but no one is picking up. He usually phones D once every two days, but he hasn't spoken to her since lunchtime on Friday. He hasn't visited the internet site that he posts to recently either.

I would ring his cell phone to find out if he is OK, but don't want to be pursuing. Sometimes I wonder if H thinks I don't care about him when I don't get in touch from my side? Who knows. Most likely, he is kissing and making up with OW 1 right now.

I was thinking right now, I could cope with H not wanting me again, with him going away, even with total abandonment, including financially, which would be very hard, at least at the start, etc, but having our D go over to OW 1's place for New Year's and all that stuff, that is what would gut me, it really would. I am wondering if I could put a stop to that if it were to come up as a possibility. I want that witch out of my life and my D's life for ever.

Livnlearn

"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates