I have had big backslides in the Pity Party Department. But the down feeling just kind of overwhelmed me this weekend. I have been working in between the bad bits when I couldn't. My eyes feel like they are sunk in their sockets. I have tried to live my life, but the combo of nasty phone call last weekend (when I was AWAY, no less), two nasty emails (including a threat not to honour our agreement), then H's admission that he was 'friends' with OW 1 again were all nasty blows.
I haven't said a nasty word or raised my voice to this man since a year ago. It's a long slog when I get such a barrelful in return. Forgive me.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
