Yes, I guess I am down. I was not conscious of it so much, just couldn't work well yesterday, my mind was all over the place, and so I decided to turn in early as I felt so tired. But I woke up in the wee hours and couldn't sleep, so decided to get up and carry on as best I could.
The "Charlyn Cares" emails I get assure us that the 'prodigal' spouse thinks about the LBS every day they are away. Does my H really think about me every day? I wonder if he just yearns to be back with OW 1 again. And he has to think about me because I am an impediment in his life, a financial drag.
Anyhow, guess I have to let go and just go through the days trusting that things will somehow work out. There is a definite downturn in the economy and when H feels pressured he turns on me. But I live in the same economy!
Anyhow, back to work.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
