All the family have left and gone home and it is just me and H again. I have been DBing my behind off the last two weeks and I...am...tired. I took TWO naps today. One this morning after I got H off to work and one this afternoon after lunch. For my efforts over the holidays, my H told me last night that he had the best Christmas he had had in a long time and he thanked me. So, my hard DB work paid off with a nice unsolicited compliment. I try so hard to show him the respect he supposedly needs as a man and I still have yet to see him respond toward me with any desire. We seem to have an excellent platonic relationship, but I guess my question is what else do I need to do to arouse some desire in him for me? Apparently the Lord must think I am not ready and/or perhaps H is not ready for it yet, so more patience is called for.
My H saw his regular doctor this afternoon and came home with a good report. The doctor examined the biopsy site and declared that it was healing fine. Also, the doctor was able to get my H to commit to staying on ADs for a full year before he can consider going off them again. The full year starts today, NOT last November when he restarted his ADs because the doctor has now switched H to Zoloft. The doctor had tried to put H on Zoloft last February, but H had refused because supposedly one of his brothers had a detrimental reaction to taking it. H agreed to try it this time, and if there is no reaction, he will take it minimally for one year.
The doctor also put H on a statin drug because his triglycerides are high even though his overall cholesterol is in the 180's. The doctor left H on the same diabetes meds because they have had such a positive effect on his blood chemistry and since the steroid cream seems to have almost cleared up the lichen planus infection, he saw no reason to change it just yet.
So, as I said, a good doctor's report.
Well, I am going to call it an early night and go watch TV until I fall asleep. Sweet dreams...
LG
A blessed and happy marriage is a union of two forgivers and Him, because...a cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12.
