Hi Lil, You're right; he needs to go in for a checkup. He rescheduled his appt, but I have no hopes of him keeping this one either. His own health is just not a priority for him. In the past I would have forced him to go and I just don't want to do that this time. I briefly flipped out when he said he was cancelling it but then I regrouped and didn't say anything else about it, except to say "oh good" when he told me he rescheduled.
His tiredness...well, he's not really TIRED in the sense that he walks around feeling fatigued. He is super hyper. On the move, all the time. But when he lays down, this weird thing happens and he cannot stay conscious. Lillie, I have watched him laying on his back, holding a thick Bible up in the air and drop the whole dang thing on his face! This, after reading maybe a sentence or two. There is no warning or buildup. He goes from awake to asleep within a few seconds.
Even when I beat him to bed and am laying there waiting for him, I have to DO something quickly or he will fall asleep. I suppose that's where some of my "desire me or die" resentment comes in. I have to always be DOING something, instead of just enjoying his attentions.
However, as I wrote on another thread, he has been giving me attention outside the bedroom this week and though it hasn't resulted in sex, I'm confident that we will hook up tonight or tomorrow and capitalize on those feelings. Things are lookin up.
I'll let you know what the doctor says about him, though I'm sure he's healthy as a horse.
