It was an unusual experience for us...it just dawned on me that this was actually the fist time that he'd watched me give him a blow-job too. That's another thing he's never done...and I commented on it during the whole thing.
He seemed to really like the fact that I noticed he was watching and appreciating what I was doing...so I made the effort to look back at him during the whole thing (which is very difficult for me, but WOW what a powerful feeling).
So while, I was still put off as far as ML goes...we didn't go completely sexually inactive and made a stride forward again (in a way).
I don't remember who it was now who mentioned this in their post (it may have been you)...but I couldn't help thinking while I was sitting on the couch waiting for him to initiate something "why haven't I had sex this weekend?". I mean I knew I could, but I'd have to be the one to get things going. He's made really quite a bit of progress in the past several months...did I really want to let my pride stand in the way of doing what I really wanted to do. I wanted to giveh im a BJ, so I did! You know what? He didn't complain one little bit LOL.
