Thanks Pam. He is 4 now. She didnt come home until 1:30 thanksgiving night. She drove me to the airport on friday so that my son and I could visit my family. We came back friday night though. What a mess that was though.. Our plane broke and we sat on the plane for 3 hours while they tried to fix it. Finally they just put us on a different plane. She was supposed to pick us up but when I said we were delayed she just left the car at the airport for us and took off. I havent heard from her since yesterday evening. I could really use a weekend without her, because I need some time alone to get my headstraight and get over the felling of love I still have for her. I guess what blows me away the most is how she has just blown off her son. Her other kids are with their Dad for the weekend. But our son is with me. She even went off on me thursday night about how this is the only time she is gonna have to go out and have some fun because the kids are gone. Thats fine my son and I are having fun together. But I tell you what the neighbor kid that she took in is gonna have to go. I came home last night and all the food that I bought to get us through the weekend was gone he and his buddies and I guess my stbx ate it all. Man do I ever regret taking her back this last time. I was geting on with my life and was just fine being alone, Now I am having to start this all over again. I have got to stop chaising the cheese. She is real good at baiting me into fights. I have to learn to keep my cool. I am still seeing the lawyer on Monday at 11. Anybody have any suggestions for me to take to the lawyer with me Iwould appreciate them.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
