Thanks pam. Just another update. Her email came up last night when I logged on to the net and I saw some really rough things. A lot of sex talk and such. We had a huge fight. But later calmed things over a little. She said it was just a email thing and that she had not dated any one yet. But I have a hard time believing her since she has lied to me so much about everything. I have an appointment on Monday to see a lawyer and get things started. After several times of catching her cheating, I finally give in. I love her more than anything in this world but I cant go on living my life with a woman that doesnt give a crap about me. She told me that she never loved me, so our 5 years together has just been one huge joke for her. My pain, my anguish... I have to move on. I cant live this hell again. Thanks yall for all your support over the years. The really bad thing is that this time around neither of can afford to move out, so we still just have to live together. I am going to try and just stay away from her and take care of me and my son. My pride and joy.
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
