Well I am back to where we started again. She wants to separate. gee what a suprise.. She's chatting on the internet again. Says I am too controlling. Whatever. Same verse another line. I am tired. i was happy being alone when we were separated. We have her two teenage boys in the house so they and I constantly butt heads. She says I hate the kids. I have been there helping raise her kids for almost 6 years. I think of them as mine too. But along those lines I think they should be held accountable for their actions. just not say oh well boys will be boys. at this rate the oldest one is going to knock up his teenage girlfriend then lets see how my wife likes being a 33 year old grandmother.
I am tired of playing her games. I just want to feel at peace. one way or the other. I am going to go see a lawyer after the holidays next week, and get things rolling. She wantts me to move out of our apartment again and I am not going to do it again. She wants out she needs to leave. The apartment is in my name only. I am not going to let her screw up my credit any more. I just want to be over with all this so that maybe I can learn to trust again. thank Yall for all the help in the past. I hope all is well with yall.....
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
