Well, H just called again, "Just to say hi." Probably not going to see him at all tonight, but that's okay. I'm thinking a little "apart time" will be nice.
He sounded pretty shaky on the phone. I asked if he was okay. He said yeah. I asked if he was sure. He said no, he still feels like things are "broken." He claims he never felt this way before, but I'm not so sure he just doesn't have alien-amnesia. I told him it would be okay.
It's hard for me to have a convo with him at work--too many people can hear. We chatted for a bit. I redirected him to the cars. He can't seem to shut up about getting his car back. He did tell me I had messed up his brake pads, nearly damaged the rotars, and had done something to the boot. Whoops. I apologized...he is right...
I ended the conversation after just a few minutes. He sounded kind of shaky on the phone. I think I must have really scared him last night. In a weird way, I'm not sorry...I kind of want him to realize that it's not always up to him, if that makes any sense. And, although I would never want to hurt him, at the same time, I really would like for him to get my POV.
Headed up to my FF's for dinner tonight. Lots more GAL type stuff planned...
I told him it would be okay.
