I feel like I'm running in circles! LOL My emotions have just been all over the board today. Which...tells me that H has nothing to do with it.
So, it's going to take most of my check this week to repair the car. Could have been worse...but I'm not complaining. We own it, it's worth the money.
H also seems normal again. Probably my insane range of (emotional) responses has been due to fear. I've been careful not let my extreme spill over into action...although there has been some leakage.
Hm. Rather embarassed about the snooping now. Oh well.
Anyway, H and I were talking, and we definately need to make some major changes in how we handle finances. H suggested I was doing a lousy job, and that he take control. Which panicked me--I have such a hard time giving up control. Although he is right. I'm doing lousy. We're going to put our heads together tonight to try to figure out a better way.
I've calmed down a lot. I'm thinking a good trip to the gym and some introspection will get me back under control.
