It's strangely easy to filter out the junk...probably because I've heard it all before. (And kind of funny, too... He'll say how much he likes the idea of having his own apartment, but close to mine so we can still spend time together--then, in the same breath, talk about how we're moving to Arizona, getting a house, and going to have a kid. Sheesh.)
And I realized why his sudden interest in email caused me so much tension. During our first sep, I remember laying in bed, hearing H on the computer using IM, just typing and laughing. (He hadn't moved out yet.) And that was the moment that I just knew he and xow weren't "just friends." Yuck. Bad memories...
I did call H last night just to tell him goodnight. He always seems to like that kind of stuf...
He woke me up when he got home. Several times. Wanted to know where the CD was to install Word...and then still couldn't find it... lol When he did come to bed, I remember him getting about as close as physically possible to me. Kind of squashed, me actually. ( )
I did notice that, after he's been distracted, he seems like "normal" again. (And of, course, after no pressure from me. ) I think he may have his own little crazymaker to deal with.
Think I'm going to find more things to do outside of the house for awhile. As much as I just enjoy going home, relaxing, and drawing...I think it may do both of some good if I spend some time outside of the house. Anybody else live in Indiana??? lol
(And kind of funny, too... He'll say how much he likes the idea of having his own apartment, but close to mine so we can still spend time together--then, in the same breath, talk about how we're moving to Arizona, getting a house, and going to have a kid. Sheesh.)
He always seems to like that kind of stuf...
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) I think he may have his own little crazymaker to deal with. 
