Christmas was great. H is still avoiding my parents, which is okay. As I suspected, he feels guilty and inadequate. He told me later he would have made the effort to get up early and go see them, but he doesn't feel ready yet. That's fine. Time will take care of it...

We spent the rest of the day with his family. Cannibalized my home network so they could set up three Xbox's in a giant game of Halo. (I swear, they're addicted...lol...)

I had a down day a few days back, but no big deal. And the psycho is gone!! YAAAAY!!! She hasn't called in over a month. I answered his cell a couple of times, and he started demanding money...and poof! she vanished.

Looking forward to New Year's, and a three day weekend. H works Friday night, and then he's quitting and starting school. Should be fun.

I've been really emotional the last few days. Not the whole wacked-out-roller-coaster-from-the-sitch stuff...just really all over the place. I swear, a different--and drastic--mood change every couple of hours. It's really getting on my nerves. I just went from depressed, to indifferent, to teary-eyed just in the past few hours. (I went grumpy, whiny, needy, lovey-dovey, demanding, irritated, calm....probably some more...last night.) It's like PMS on steroids. No triggers, just...radical changes in mood. Don't know what's up with that, but it's driving me crazy.

(Case in point...was wiping my eyes when I started this post, now I'm feeling really good and happy. Sheesh.)

Hope everyone has a good New Year's!!

[color:"purple"]Nevanna[/color]