I love seeing your progress, gives me lots of hope.
I could really relate to the feeling of unreality. Sometimes I feel like H and I are living a lie. We appear to be happy (and we are) but we have this deep dark secret. I cannot wait for that feeling to fade.
I'm it was hard to deal with your H crying but be thankful. I am hoping my H reaches the point where he feels comfortable discussing what happened with me. I get bits and pieces but would love to have a long discussion (tears or not). I am afraid he is keeping it all bottled up and is going to explode one day.
