Just thought I'd chime in to say you are very lucky that he has spelled everything out to you. He gave you a reason to not trust him, but he is also still with you so that says someting, in fact a lot! You ARE obviously attractive to him, but not when you are all clingy and mopey. And by being like that, both of you know the M is LESS likely to last!
So, get out and about, freshen up yourself and your outlook on life, BE HAPPY and it will snowball.
You can't afford NOT to trust your H, really.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates