Caught ya!! Hey, didn't mean for my drama to have an effect on you...I can't even find the words to describe how strange it is to get a call like that from the woman I loved so deeply. As for my feelings, I don't feel anger, which I think would probably be pretty common, I just feel disappointed and saddened by it. As I have said before, I just can't cry anymore when these things happen...it just doesn't have that effect on me right now, and its not because I'm fighting the tears...I just don't feel that same level of pain anymore. Maybe I have been desensitized to all this nonsense...who knows?
