liv3b, Do what your heart tells you to do...and I agree with sunshine, just back off a bit. Dont freak out about things...just back up and take time to yourself to get your thoughts together. When he complains just respond with a lovingly, 'i understand' or 'i hear what you are saying and will work harder on that'...something along those lines. This feeds his mind that you are listening and are going to do something about it. Hang in there and we will all be here to help out. You will understand what to do once you get those books and really start getting into them...
