Quote: I can't see: I can't see much past the pain and the anguish of my own feelings of worthlessness, embarrassment, uselessness, incompetency, stupidity, ineffectiveness, shame, humiliation, and disgrace. Its not that I don't want to see, I just feel overwhelmed by such feelings of self-loathing.
Did you tape record H and my conversation last night?
Its not my place to say, but be careful to have more family to patch things up. You may find yourself in the same/worse situation with more dependents than atm.
Hugs on your progress, and looking so HOT! (Remind him the bb's don't have to be fueled by pregnancy...there are other ways and they have a tendency to grow later in life anyhow..giggles)
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay