Why would someone not want to ML on their anniversary?
This baffles me.
To me, being married and celebrating our marital love naturally includes sex.
I am kinda bummed today but trying to hold it together. H has noticed my "melancholy" mood (as he called it) and said, This is about sex right? I had the NERVE to fall asleep last night!
Whatever.
I didn't work on my personal goals yesterday, though I was rockin on them Tues and Wed. I made the mistake of just relaxing last night and I suppose he took that to mean, Hey let's just all go to sleep and act like that is a killer anniversary!! It was bad enough that it fell on Turkey Day but then to have him act ho-hum about the rest of the night is just a bummer.
Tonight, we are doing all the festivities that I planned for our anni celebration. Of course, my heart is no longer in it but I will carry on anyway because the kids will love it.
I think I started to backslide this week because I tried some more of my subtle seductions and he didn't even bat an eye. He came and watched me take TWO baths--nothing. Etc etc, blah blah blah. I won't bore you with the details but suffice it to say that unless I am standing in front of him saying F*ck me, he doesn't really notice much.
Does the guy have a pulse? I don't know. Stay tuned........
