I really do know how you feel. I felt that way for years. I have not totally given in to putting my "all" into this yet. I know that. That will not happen until I have "the talk" with him and make him face a few things. Like his ED problem. So I guess you could say, alot of me doesn't care. I used to be very upset and so much in love with him that it actually hurt when he rejected me. I have not put my heart back on the line yet.
I know several of you will say that has to happen before any real change will take place. I do know that, I am just not ready to do that yet. Anyway, have a great day Honey, its a nice crisp day here in the mid east, lots of sunshine, hope its nice there where you are
