Quote: sorry. next time, I'll hit the "back" button before I post crap like that. My last entry was a vent/rant/pissy-mood posting.
I'm glad to hear that.
Quote: Won't I always need to be reminded that I cheated, I loved another woman, and now I'm paying for the rest of my M? Should my W kick me out, file for a D, and "set me free" or would that be too good for me? Please, enlighten me.
No Chris, I doubt you do need to be reminded...many of us were merely reminding you of the work she's put into your marriage...getting past an EA is no easy task. That's why your rant, selfish as it did appear, made you look even more selfish. If she can do that attempt to go off her meds and right her mind to try to improve things for the both of you then you need to be looking at the bigger picture in order to appreciate the efforts and progress she is making.
Good luck bud, we all have bad days...it'll get better. GEL
