Could have initiated LM at least twice yesterday, perhaps more in the past 3 days, but I didn't feel like it. I couldn't bring myself to start something, knowing that it would be same old same old. I guess I'm in one of my LD phases. These usually last 2-10 days or so. I even stop MB during this time because the sexual urges just aren't there. It's a very strange phenom.
I have been having stupid thoughts again about how hot it would be to watch another man f*ck my W. I think if she'd be happier with that arrangement, I'd just let it go and use it as a kinky fetish type of thing rather than something negative. Then again, it's just a fantasy.
Not much else going on with me. I haven't been making waves this week since it was a holiday week with lots of atypical things going on. Back to the grind next week.
