A while back, someone mentioned/wrote that I should get rid of the TV that W and I have in our bedroom. Well, as luck would have it, the TV in our bedroom decided to fry one of its components 2 weeks ago, so it has been "out for repairs" at my inlaws (FIL is an electronics repairman). I got to see how my W is without TV at night, and boy is it NOT pretty! She goes absolutely nuts without a TV to fall asleep to.
Anyways, I took the opportunity of no TV to talk a little more with W. It was nice to just catch up on things at night, but we really didn't have any in-depth conversations. And, as it became more apparent to us that FIL would not be fixing the TV anytime soon, I went out and bought another 27" one at Wal*Mart on Saturday.
Well, guess what happened on Saturday night? W "initiated" in her usual way: turn on the TV, put in a porno, get out the corded massager, and lie naked on the bed & "start something." After her "O" or three, she grabbed my shoulder and pulled me on top of her. 5 minutes later, we were done.
On Tuesday this week, I decided to initiate LM, even though it was 11PM (after The Amazing Race). W was up for it immediately, much to my surprise. I went first, taking an extra long time to just enjoy being close. Then, I used my and enjoyed being her source of pleasure (no porno this time). It was good and different.
So, there was some light in my life this week. I know that there are tons of issues to deal with in the M, but as long as we're ML then the other issues seem less important. That's just how I feel today.