It is now time for my alarm clock to ring! I feel better, I have decided to dedicate this day to D. She has a school holiday, we are going to put up the tree together, I have friends coming around this evening for dinner, and in between I will get on with chores. I will make sure D has great Christmas, no matter what. I will not get H and my feelings get in the way of that, I will demand an answer of some kind from my H by this weekend about broad plans for Christmas, at the very least. I will make it plain that I do have plans and choices of my own (which I do!!)
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
