Thank you SOOOOOOO very much for getting back to me. While I knew in my head that it was more about him than me, it is very difficult not to get sucked in emotionally when this happens. Also, he keeps using the threat of financially pulling back while saying he is full of concern for me and D.
Anyway, I was teaching this lunchtime when the phone rang. I knew it would be H but had to pick it up in case it was a student cancelling or something. It was H. I said I couldn't talk, I had a lesson on. H said, when can you ring me back? I said, much later, I am very busy today. He said in a very low voice, I am sorry for what I said on Saturday, it was out of order. I will ring you back later this evening. I said, OK.
I just finished work for today and came to check my email. H has sent me a nice photo that he took up in the hills. A peace offering, I think.
I don't know what he wants to talk to me about this evening, but I hope it isn't too heavy, as I am mentally and emotionally whacked.
I have to limber up in the Validating Department!
I was going to post the gist of H's email here, but as Ellie says, the details for the most part can be ignored. There are obviously clues about the way his mind is working though. Maybe I will post it later tonight when D is in bed.
I have noticed a correlation between Livnlearn having some fun and H going crazy and abusive. He says it is all done on his money.
Later,
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
