This morning I went and bought bread from a shop that is just near where OW 1 lives. When H was staying there a little earlier this year, he brought me gifts of some VERY nice speciality bread from this shop, and I asked where it was. Decided I liked the bread too much to worry about bumping into OW 1 ever, I will NOT have my life cramped because of her!
Then, while still in town I spotted the H of OW 1, and I avoided having to go up to him to say hi. I don't know what to say to him, and don't bear him any ill will, just don't feel comfortable.
First thing this morning I emailed H a brief line, asking if he wanted to discuss the film Fahrenheit 9/11. I didn't get any reply for ages. Thought, I won't crowd him, if he wishes to reply, he will!
The telephone rang this afternoon, with H asking, do you want to talk about the film?
I was a bit taken aback, and said, what now, on the phone? Could have been a little more graceful on that one! Anyway, we did chat about it for a bit, then he said he would ring D this evening. Again, after only one day. H is lonely. OW 2 must have left, I supsect.
Another thing, H has asked twice now, are you having D this weekend? Well, as he had her the last LONG weekend, the answer is YES, but he seems rather forlorn.
This is difficult, being friendly, but not too available. I have a couple of things lined up for this weekend. I intend not to be needy, and to keep busy. Let's see where the chips fall.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
