You story reminds me of the time I asked my wife if she would go on a date with me. She said yes, she wanted to see a movie, one that I absolutely did not want to see. I'm as particular about my choice of movies as I am about my LM styles. Maybe more so, when was the last time you ML for two solid hours? So I held onto myself, but I didn't get a date with my W.
I'm with you. My W did relent and agree to a quickie about 4 years ago, and even at the time I felt cheated. Now that that LM session may live on as our last, I felt even worse.
That having been said, I would say enjoy the ride, and, try to have other times of closeness. I wish you well.
So I held onto myself, but I didn't get a date with my W.