had an interesting experience last night. W came home while i was cleaning up, putting groceries away,etc. Anyway we started talking about our days while she was preparing diner. I asked her if she wanted me to light the grill and she said yes.
When i came back in, she indicated that the whole meal could be cooked on the grill (i had fixed the salad when i got home) and that it could be put on low and then we could go upstairs. I said why? ( my mind was somewhere else) and she said cause she was horney.
I remember part of me saying "do i really want to do this?" then the physicall part of me took over.
We were teasing each other a little when we were down in the kitchen and i started to rub her a bit. She said "you'd better stop that or what you want to happen may not happen the way you want. it sounded to me that she wanted to take her time.
So we went upstairs and i could tell there wasn't gpoing to be any FP: she climbed on top and wanted me to help her move faster. i said i was just enjoying the moment. So 10 sec later she grinned and said so is the moment over? she did this 3 times in about 40 sec.
so we finished, i was exhausted and just lay there feeling the emotions wash over me. she said thank you very much i responded: my pleasure and she got out of bed and put on her jeans and said the dinner was probably burning.
as i looked over i had a strange negative thought that"the only missing was an exchange of money."
she did fondle me in attempt to get me to the end faster.
So am i being over sensitive?? Sometimes it feels almost degrading...
