I very much needed this cainercast today:

Memory Lane is getting far too congested these days. There are people
hanging around on every corner, striving to preserve a specific part
of yesterday. Then there are the people who zoom up and down as fast
as they can in some desperate attempt to retrieve a remembrance and
extract it without getting sucked in by the scenery. You have now
collected all that this particular path can supply you with. It is
time to stop strolling and to start striding, away from the past and
towards a future that you will never want to forget.


Had a good night. I think (hope!) it was the worst point of my illness...h seemed better so he suggested "simple food and a movie" -- we got take out and a couple of dvds and just hung out watching tv. It was relaxing and h was very attentive and sweet.

I'm still having a semi-rough time mentally, hence the need for the cainercast. Key points are to mellow out, stop with the overanalyzing and just enjoy what's up now. Yah, simple stuff.

I'm leaving at noon for my "date" with h -- lunch at one of my favorite restaurants and a trip to the aquarium!

Sage


Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.