Adding insult to injury, she usually says that she was so close to feeling comfortable with me, but that I just set us back a few weeks with my pressure.
i did get that this time, 'I was feeling better about us sexualy and now you have taken the emotion out of it'
as a side note, Around a year ago, after me pushing she did talk to her doctor about taking testosterone, the doctor tok some blood test and told her that she didn't need to but could take it to see if it increase her desire. She did agree, but didn't get around to filling the perscription. After a few months I pushed and she did go to the pharmacy, she was given it in a pill form. After a few weeks on it she said she didn't like how it made her feel, but would ask about it in cream form. Her doctor changed the perscription, she got a cream and a small measuring spoon to scoop some out and apply it anywhere. She started to take it, I did se some increase in desire from her when she did, but not too much. I looked and found out that she had been using the '30 day supply' for 60 days and there was still half left, she told me that she didnt use the spoon but scoped out some on her finger. When I suggested that she should use the scoop to get the correct amount she told me she didn't have to, she knew how much to use.
A few weeks later, I noticed that the container was still nearly half full, when I asked her about it she said that she didn't like the way it made her feel and stopped using it.
Ok, this brings up a bunch of points, 1) She did agree to go, but it took a few months and my nagging for her to get the perscription filled. She didn't understand how important this issue is if she didn't bothor to do it. (she normally is very prompt taking care of things, this wasn't normal behavior for her).
2) Why not take the dose the doctor told her to? She works in a analytical field where correct measurments are very important, I dont hink she was so far off by accident. When a 30 day supply is lasting 60 days without being finished, she had to know something wasent right.
3) When she stopped taking it, why didn't she tell me. I can't blame her for not wanting to take it if affects her. Really, I would't want her to sacrafice health taking it. But why not be honest with me.
Hairdog, I'm not sure if I told you the story to help you out, or spleen vent (or both), but there it is..
