I'm back... Yeah, I know what you mean about wanting to go second. I've caught myself doing that much more often now that I've pushed the issue, and as a result wind up kinda ticked that if there is any spark on her part it just sputters. Mea culpa, I know. So what is it all about anyway? Why are we sticking icepicks in our eyes just because we don't want to go first???? It's been a week since we've had anything physical at all, and that was a half-hearted BJ. Been closer to 2 weeks since last LM, so why don't I feel like going first?
