You do deserve better...I just posted this earlier on one of the other threads...thought I'd share it with you (just a part of it to save space) LOL.
I had initiated ML again last night, we were both undressed and on the bed, I was trying to get him aroused and he just began acting goofy...completely not sexual at all...he kept tickling me and that really turns me off when I'm trying to be sexual.
I finally looked him dead in the eye and said "forget it! I'm not doing this, not this way." He looked at me with surprise and complete confusion and wanted to know what was wrong (I've never stopped on him like that). So I took a deep breath looked at him for a few minutes, tried to calm my heart down (I always get nervous trying to have these conversations, I'm still no good at them) and said. "Look...I need to feel wanted...and when I say "wanted" I mean I need to feel that my husband looks at me as a sexually appealing person, that he wants to ML to, whether we ML all the time or not...you don't do that. Do you have any idea how good you would make me feel if just once...ok more than just once, every now and then you'd come to me and want to ML?"
So I took advantage of the opening and explained to him that I have a very sensual personality...and that a portion of my self confidence/esteem comes from feeling sensual/sexual...it's part of who I am.
GEL - Who offered to tie a ribbon around her husband's member in order to remind him to ML to his wife
