You know, I am actually starting to chicken out anyway. Things have gone rather well between H and I today and I was contemplating doing the deed tonight and started to get cold feet. Well, actually the feeling has nothing to do with my feet but you get the drift. I started to feel quite scared at the prospect..
Of course, it is always scary the first time. I was much worse off physically with my other two D's, though. With D#1 we didn't do anything until she was 5 mos old. With D#2 we waited until 4 weeks when I got clearance from the doc. My appt is next Monday and I do believe he will give me the go-ahead. I am trying to take what you are saying to me under consideration (infections, etc) but it is hard and I am a stubborn woman.
