Hi, Ellie, and thanks for your input. I admit that I could be having the LBS willies. But I also know that I've been having these thoughts for awhile. I am continuing to work, and I certainly won't "do" anything until I've spent a lot more time thinking, and talking with S. We are long overdue for a R talk, and we both feel that way, so no pressuring on my end there.
I plan to take this week apart to sort through some of these feelings and not only process them, but figure out if they're coming from a place of fear or of simply not having my needs met.
