Not my brightest move tonight. I started going through pictures rather than just unboxing them to get the boxes out of the hall.
Bridal Shower pictures, our house on PK before we got posession, wedding pictures, our first fall party at PK.
Lots and lots of what were fun times to me.
Now at times I wonder if D ever really loved me when he married me.
Did he always wish it was J and thought she was lost to him when she dumped him rather than leave her husband.
Looking at it they both took a second chance to make it work this time. When my mom was down last weekend she said they must have meant a lot to one another to have had the affair and then both be willing to go through a divorce to be together.
Still leaves me wondering if I was ever loved by him or it was all just that he never tells the truth if he thinks it might cause conflict.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
