Last night I dreamed about D and J. I have no idea why, but it kept playing in my head, the lies, deceit, the smirking she did at the dog show when she knew he was filing the next day and I didn't.
That is something I still can't believe in a way that he put me through, to ask to go out in public to see the show, (her show I think), to be made fun of that way. Did he hate me? I know it needs to not matter why he did it as I'll never know and he probably doesn't know either.
My guess is he was so enamoured of her and wanted to see her show that it didn't matter what he put me through, that he never even considered that aspect of what he was doing.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
