Healing from the inside out

[psluke]

Didn't hear anything back from my A yesterday. She may have called the number at PK, but at 3:00 there were no calls from her at PK.

Stayed pretty bummed a good part of yesterday, but by afternoon was feeling a bit better. D actually FINALLY returned a call and we discussed the cell phone. Going to get more info on it.

If I go in as a new contract I have no activation fee and a free phone. If we change the current one to my name there are all sorts of fees associated with it and I am being told it cannot be upgraded to a different plan. So for now I am leaving it off a bit more.

The workers shut my water off when they left last night. I scrounged around and finally found the neighbor across the streets phone number to call and see if they had water and they did. He said he would come and turn my water back on for me. I thought that was really nice of him.

He has passed out a paper for everyone to fill out with their name, address, phone numbers, children names and emergency contact person. I thought that was really nice of him. He is going to type it all up and hand it out when he gets the info. Anything you don't want given out you just don't list.

I still really think if I had to move I ended up right where I am supposed to be as JJ always says.

Stepping down the Zoloft I am starting to either dream more or remember my dreams more.

I dreamed last night I met JJ and his wife, mostly his wife. It was very strange. I was a clerk in a store they came into as they were passing through wherever I was at. I have never worked in any sort of store in my life so NO idea why that dream. Where is Shiny when I need an interpretation????

Worked on my garage some more and was just able to get my car in but it is pretty tight squeeze.
Shoot even with everything out it is going to be hard getting in and out of vehicles in the garage. They can call it two car, but it isn't comfortably two car!!!

But I feel much more positive again this morning. I have worked on the kids room some, the kitchen some and last night I also worked on the kids room and the paper to give the neighbor. So being productive does help my mood! The problem is to get myself productive when I am feeling rather down.

Everyone have a wonderful day!!