I know you still love your H and hoping that he will wake up and change his mind. It is still possible. But while DBing, you need also mentally prepare that D may be coming. Find your strength from your kids. My kids help me to overcome my loneliness. I am busy with my kids and the time flies.
Last weekend I was able to face my W without emotion. No love nor hate. I think I am healing. Life will be better. I am confidant that I will find my happiness and love again. At least I find my peace now.
