I don't understand your H also. You two still can be very good friends. What is he looking for on the ow?
The better your H to you, the more difficult is for you to make decision. If your H is willing to let go the ow, there is still hope for you. Have you talked about it?
I am just wondering what is your H's reaction if your kids know about what is going on and ask him. Can he stand up to his kids?
I am seeing my pastor for the first time since our separation tonight. I will tell him about my separation. I don't know what advice he will give me.
Sorry I have no good advice for you. Pray to God to guide you to choose the right path for you.
