Only you can decide what you want. It is your life. You must choose whatever to suit your heart.
In my case my W made the decision. It is easier for me. I have done all I could to save my M. But her heart has no place for me. So it is easier for me to let go. I have no more regret to my kids. I have a clear conscience.
It is not that bad to live alone. At least my kids are with me for the next few years. I would be lonely. Just busy doing mum and dad roles at the same time. I am happy to be able to be a good parent to my kids. I am sure with time, I will find a new partner again.
