mem yeah I never realized how much our ttc'ing for baby #2 really effected our love life and I do remember comments that H used to say and I just shrugged it off as nothing but it really did matter to him. Those are just some of the errors I made in the R that Im now realizing although it maybe to little to late, it will be hard to db while he is 400 miles away thats for sure. And I know its not about looks because he even said to me after we S and I have actually lost almost 40lbs in the last 4 months and he comments on how good Im looking and so if I looked that good then he would be back right, but OW is filling those Emotional needs that are more important to the looks. And yes it will now be my time to reflect on me now I dont have to worry about seeing H 2 times a week but just 2 times a month instead. And all your advice really does help me get through the day and glad whatever I say helps you too! I called lawyer today and I have to come up with $1900 to get the D petition started and have H served before he leaves the state on Thur. So my sister gave me the $$ so I can do this, now H has to respond to the petition within 20 days once he is served.
