It's been a rough night, mulling over why NG was so uncommunicative yesterday. And why I was in pursuit - yuck. Have to go into a major 180 today, and I need you guys to hold me on this:
- I will NOT initiate contact with NG today - no calls, no emails, no IM, no text. I know this is going to be hard, but I think I have to do this for my own self respect
- I will NOT be at the airport UNLESS he contacts me during the day. I think I've become boring and oh-so-reliable and just need to be a little vague, so he has the opportunity to get me back in shape. There is an office party, which is likely to go on all night, so I could just have not realised how late it was, if he does call from the airport all irate.
