Today will be a better day than yesterday. Reasons why I might be feeling less than wonderful:
1. Problem project at work, finally got some breakthrough, goal for today is to finish my part of the report - I know I will feel better once this is out of the way 2. Anxiety over the 2 days that I will be out of town next week, wondering what NG will be up to. I have invited him to come out with me, but he is hawing. Sigh. If I can get thru this week, surely I can cope with a two day separation next week? 3. I think I'm battling flu. Not down yet, but lots of symtoms, feeling less than 100%. NG has been nursing a cold/cough for 3 weeks now... 4. Feeling like I've not had closure on the affair - I know, I should leave well alone. But surely you guys feel this too - the 'why did this happen'... 5. Discord with my mum - we go through this every 6 months or so, things go well, she starts expecting more from me, I pull back, she gets upset, we recover slowly, and the cycle begins. Need to manage her better, but we are talking a totally different set of values
Slowly
