NG is off on a week long business trip - this brings back memories of his 'business trips' last year when OW would join him, for at least part of the stay. Yuck. I'm really having a hard time managing my anxiety. I knew this test would happen some time, but boy, I'm so not ready for it... The temptation to ask him if she will be there is so strong, but I know it must not happen. Ugh
