No sirree bob, my goals are 95% to be a milkmaid and I am succeeding at that quite nicely.
The other goal I spoke of was just to not get too caught up in the "must lose baby fat" mindset. I got a little crazy with that mindframe after D2 was born, convinced that I could lure H back to me with a sexy new bod. Worked to some extent but, you know, that isn't the whole picture in a SSM. Mostly it is a problem of a screwed up relational dynamic between the two people. My H does prefer for me to be skinny (though he'd never admit that to me, or at least not until he was under sufficient duress, lol) but I still need to keep my head on straight on not get too crazed with the weight loss thoughts.
I normally do quite well with keeping my thoughts straight but when it comes to my sex life, I get loopy..what can I say.
At any rate, the baby is beautiful and sweet and I am so blessed with my 3 daughters. God has been very good to me.
