Hi Korms - I'm glad you posted - it gives everyone a chance to chime in. Also, many of the thoughts you struggle with resonate with me, and I daresay several others here whoa re trying to get through this phase of piecing.
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i might be getting a touch of WAS syndrome. Is this because of the walls i have built myself, the distance and detachment from the M i put there inorder not to be hurt?


And in your case, the physical distance is probably an added factor. For me, I have ups and downs, sometimes I know this is where I want to be, and other times, I feel, well, I know I'm stronger, is this REALLY where I want to be

I'll post some more after reading your history. Slowly


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