I didn't sleep well last night either. H got up at 4:30 to leave for work and I've been up ever since!!
I receive the emails for Rejoice Ministries and that email spoke to me also:
Quote: Have you told God as much about what is happening as you have told others
Which is why I don't post as often, I found I was running here for answers when the Lord is the only one with the answers.
Quote: You see, I was sensing the same conviction that your prodigal spouse should be sensing, if your prayer life and walk with the Lord is as it should be. They may be resisting, and you may not even be aware of it happening. It took a long while, crisis after crisis, almost a promise of a plane crash, and even coming face to face with three visible demons in my bedroom, for me to do what the Lord desired. Yes, I had my own "free will" as people are reminding you, but it would take a book to share all the ways God used to bring my free will into alignment with His will for my life.
This is awesome, prayers do work and eventually, well for most, the Lord will get their attention.