Jennifer,

I am glad that you thought it was a good exchange, I thought so too.

H called this am from the airport in Brazil. Without any prompting or questions from me he said that he was on his way to the hotel to take a shower. If he was going to ow's then I don't think he would have volunteered that info. It has been his usual modus operandi not to lie but just not to say the real truth, if that makes any sense. ie. He wouldn't lie and say he was going to a hotel if he wasn't, he just wouldn't say where he was going.

I am not sure what it is, but in some ways it is harder now to deal with him being there when I have these darn expectations. When I knew that he was there with her, but he and I were not "together" it didn't bother me as much.

I am going to have plenty of GAL time. Maybe even 3 or more weeks. It is quite possible that H may need to go to NYC straight from Brazil and thereby wouldn't be home until the 10th or so of Dec.

Right now I am still putting my house and life back in order from being gone.

Today I had lunch with the editor of the small magazine that I am writing for...

My short term goal is no ow talk, no questions, just be light breezy irresisitable me.

As I am writing this I just got a phone call from my aunt. She is on her way to FL, as my grandpa just had a stroke. Depending on how he is when she gets there, there may be a trip to FL in my future.

Pam