Hey Deb, I read your sitch last night when I could not sleep, hang in there okay? When I have more energy I will try to string together some thoughts for you.
GBO, I do believe that what you are saying has a lot of validity. Just in being with H for the past few days I remembered again how different we are, how differently we process things. Sometimes he just doesn't "receive" love in the way that I give it, and it is not a LL issue.
You are also right about people not understanding, my very own brother doesn't get why I haven't given up on H. If H and I are able to resolve all this and get back together I think it could be a real possibility that my relationship with my brother would be forever altered for the worse.
I just keep doing this all day by day. Somewhere in the Bible is a verse that says "do not worry about tomorrow, for each day has enough trouble of its own." I believe the King James version states it "sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof."
God continues to give me grace for each new day and although I have "grounds" for D-ing H, I am not convinced that it is the way to proceed. It may look to others like I am a glutton for punishment but I don't perceive it that way.
back on the coaster again, (but hey, at least I have a lot of company ) Pam
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